IS IT BAD IM DOING BETTER?

IS IT BAD IM DOING BETTER WITHOUT MY EX? LIKE I FEEL BAD. I DONT KNOW HOW HES DOING, BUT I FEEL LIKE IM DOING BETTER. IM STILL STRUGGLING WITH MENTAL PROBLEMS BUT I FEEL LIKE IM DOING SO MUCH BETTER NOT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT IF HES GONNA OFF HIMSELF 24/7