its kinda hard to keep up with things :/

okay,,, so i said id be blogging but i havent :'D im ngl i think its just hard to keep up with doing the things i like in general nowadays? ive got exams coming up and my mock trial is CRUSSSHHHING me just like algebra (pleasesavemefromalgebrailovemyteacherbutourschoolyearstartedlateandnowwe'relearningatfuckingbreakneckspeeditshorribleidontthinkimretaininganything) but thats ok! kind of

i used to post enough on my tumblr and make full pieces frequently, but im seriously falling behind. i havent drawn a full digital piece (at least a serious one with a lot of effort) since like... september??? if i think too hard abt it i cry

but im mean im still drawing, in my sketchbook and stuff. its fun :3 im getting familiarized with traditional art and materials, so i am still enjoying art. i just wish i could get the time and motivation to do more finished things.

same thing with games. like omg. im supposed to be replaying bugsnax and silent hill 3 but im just not, i cant bring myself to and idk y. i hate it so baddddd... idk maybe i can feel better if i occasionally tomodachi life with an emulator or something. genuinely idk if im doing ok or if by march itll be over for me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯