strawberry revolution

does anyone ever feel like they're living inside their brain while their body is kinda just on autopilot??? like you're still aware of things but you feel like you cant control your own movements, most of the time you kinda just sit there for a long time thinking about things that don't even matter like why your fingernails look bigger on the left than the right. everytime you try to have a conversation with someone you like have a huge brainfart or stare at them for an uncomfortably long time and low-key creep them out a little bit, it feels like an effing loading screen inside your head. ITS SO AWKWARD I SWEAR AND THEN WHEN THEY ASK IF UR OKAY ITS LIKE WHAT DO YOU EVEN SAY TO COME BACK FROM THAT sigh, ppl r like a full time job atp whatevaaa