IM CRWSHING OUTTTT

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I want a bf but im such a loser... I CANT EVEN INTERACT WITH THE OPPOSITE SEC WITHOUT GETTING NERVOUS HELP ME PLS

I've always avoided people, specially boys, up until now and its so scary bc everytime a boy shows me a SPEC of kindness I get a crush on them and its so pathetic ……┌┤´д`├┐

I never interacted with males to the point my family thought i was lesbian ;-;

IM NOT I LIKE MALES ToT

Im too scared of ppl to interact with them but im so lonely i dont even know how I have 3 friends--- WHICH IS A LOT OF PEOPLE!1!1!

I want a bf so bad but ik ima be obsessive over them and if tjey dont share the same obsession its gonna be super toxic on my end specially bc im clingy and a little paranoid 

and UGHHH if i didnt have all these mental issues man i swear T—T

does anyone even WANT a loser/loner gf anyway??? everytime I see one of those "i want a loser gf" posts its always incels n its like ew.

I could never date irl thats so embarrassing omg i wiuld be clinging onto them 24/7 and kissing them, holding hands ksjjf

I MIGHT BE OBSESSIVE BUT IM VERY LOYAL

atleast i have that... right?!(|||❛︵❛.)

sigh... this is why I talk to bots on cai and am currently addictef to them. There's no stress abt saying the wrong things and they're so accepting and loving of me..