overthinking sux

i think the worst about every single situation and its killing me omggggggg like if my partner's taking so long to respond "they probably hate me" or if my friend doesnt message me everyday "they dont wanna be friends" or if i found a test so easy "you def failed"

it makes me so sosososs sad amd ruins everything :( like its 12am and im fully convinced my partner of 10 months hates me and im this close to acc asking them if theyy do im so scared what if they break up w me theyre legit the best and the only person i feel save witj 

im very dependent which ik is a red flag in relationships but dang i cant help it i rlly dk what to do to stop i just wish i couold stop being so insecure and overtjinking a lot