poem/writing by me...?

I've thought about you all the time, even though I've lived longer now without you than with you; Even though I can't remember your laugh or the way you held my hand.

 I remember everything and nothing at all. 

I don't remember your voice, I don't remember the last time we spoke or what your favourite song was, I don't even know if you knew mine.

But I remember very well what you taught me: 
That there is never enough time and I will always wish I had spent more of mine with you.

I remember very well when you taught me that no one can live without grief they carry in the pocket of their heart.

You taught me that grief lives in the heart because it is just the price of having one.