at this point, you should wring my neck with the line to this phone with the way things are going

everything feels so dull. never could explain it. ive felt this way since i was a little kid.
its not that i hate living, or whatever. its okay. could be better, but its not like im gonna kill myself right here right now. but, life is supposed to be something exciting. something to celebrate and cherish. if we have so little time, why does everything feel so empty? i feel like things should be more extravagant.

im not an adrenaline junkie by any means, but i feel like life should be more thrilling. the average day consists of me, waking up, going to school, coming home, going to sleep, and repeating that same cycle. maybe on an off day ill leave my house to go explore this world coated in latex that's probably just a snowglobe on someones nightstand.

i feel like the earth is designed to give everyone depression. atleast, now. global warming, the way humankind is destroying the planet. we'll be in the lorax before we know it. all this shit is just so fucking depressing to think about i wonder why it even happens.

sometimes i like to call everything an invention. if someone invented the earth, physics, science, gravity, and all the other shit that goes on on this bullshit planet, id like to talk to them personally, and tell them to go blow themselves. fucking liars. always gotta fuck shit up for everyone. pisses me off.

who gave you the bright idea to invent global warming or air pollution? have you ever met a man? of course they're gonna fuck things up. its human nature. to make everything worse for everyone else.

i really like the phrase "hell on earth". i think that's really fun. i hope i live to see that happen one day, if i don't kill myself out of boredom.