I have too many feelings in my heart

I love the people I love just so much.

I love my parents, I love my siblings, I love my friends, people are just so 5 dimensional and complex.

Sunshine is so nice, its so warm and lovley. It hurts my eyes when it shines directly at my face in the morning, but I dont really mind because its so pleasant, it reminds me how amazing life is and how beutifull the nature around me is. 

I want to share this with other people, I wish the people around me could step away from this painfull ridgid technological system. Humans are soft, we are delicate and full of life and electricity that sustains itself long enough were able to live in this world together, but we cram ourselves into concrete boxes with sharp corners, dull artifical lights, and we make new even smaller boxes where we project a seemingly infinite world onto. An artificial world so infinite and full of content it makes us dull and apathetic to the world outside our box.

We don´t even realise how bad it is, we just call it intertainment, online communication went from communication to its own central activity we have to dedicate time to thats taken priority over real activities.

I dont even really know what I´m saying anymore, I´m just yapping really.

TL;DR  

It was one of my school´s final dances before our graduation and less than a fith of our year actually went. It´s not like the event was bad or boring, people just "didn´t feel like it"/ "didnt feel the need to go".