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I feel like crap. Yay! Thank god for public diaries and my inability to be embarrassed on the internet, because I’m gonna yap about it. 

I feel sick, I’ve had an ongoing headache for basically five years, my legs are cold because my blankets are in the wash, my knees hurt because no doctor will take my joint pain seriously, I’m tired, my asthma’s acting up, I’m scared, I’m hungry, I’m sad, I bent my neck wrong and it hurts now, I’m insecure, I’m scared, I’m bored, I’m scared, my jaw hurts because I keep grinding my teeth, I’m dizzy, my back hurts for some reason, I can’t get comfortable no matter how hard I try, and did I mention that I’m scared? 

It’s really dumb. It’s dumber than dumb, actually. I’m scared because I have insanely bad abandonment issues and get worked up over not being able to talk to people* at an hour when everyone should be asleep, all because my dad sucks and a bunch of people I thought liked me completely ghosted me early this year. Lame.

I’m not expecting a response to this and I don’t want one, I’m shouting into the void and being sad on the internet because my notes app is starting to take up too much storage. (Also because it’s more satisfying if people can theoretically see it somehow??? Idk psychology I probably need to get tested for something)

*three select individuals.

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