I gotta lock in chat

i just broke up with my boyfriend and im currently locked in trying to get my grades up and find myself gggyulp. BUTTT IM GONNA TRY TO REDO MY ENTIRE STYLE YALL SO WE GOT THISS!!! idk i wanna try jirai kei but at the same time im so like EMBARASSED BECAUSE I DRESS SO BASIC IRL :( IM A NIKE FEIN OMG. but jirai kei is so cute oh my god BUT IM A MANNNNNUUGHHHH ill lock in..prolly ask the xiaohongshu girlies for help or smth