First Blog <3

Hiii!!! This is my first blog, as the title says, and I just wanted to write a few things down.

I’ve never done a blog before so bare with me please. I’m not even sure what blogs are supposed to be about. Can they just be about anything?

Anyways, I wanted it to be like a public journal/diary where I’m writing about things happening in my life but I’m sharing it with other people. So… hiiii!!!!!

I don’t know where to start T-T

I guess I’ll start with the basics.

My name is Cara, and I am 17 years old. I live in America currently but am in the process of moving to Italy. I spend most of my time at home, so I enjoy writing. I am currently modeling, it makes me nervous. I want to start figure skating or at least some form of dance. I have 7 animals. I want more. :D

I’ve been in a rut recently, idk what it is but every time winter comes around, I lose all motivation for anything and am constantly upset. I don’t want it to be that way anymore, and there’s too much I have to do to let it get in the way. So I guess I’m gonna write to try and keep on myself about doing things, staying consistent and being well self disciplined. We are at rock bottom so there is only up from here.

I should probably start by taking my meds every day like I’m supposed to. I know it’ll help, I’m just so lazy and miserable to actually get up and take them when my alarm goes off. But nothing is ever going to change if I don’t try so.

I’ll probably try to write once a week and have a checklist of things I wanna do and things I’ve done.

I guess the first thing on that checklist is taking my medicine every day. (Talking about medicine my alarm to take it just went off lol)

I want to start working out 5x a week. I used to but stopped. I also want to start meditating almost everyday, I feel like it’ll help.

I’m not sure what to write, and I also don’t want to make it too long. Please tell me if you’ve read all of it and give me ideas!! I want to talk to people but am too scared to be the first person too. Thank you!!