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Inkling

TW// Implications of a non-consentual kiss.


I had a feeling,

looking in your eyes

That you were not sorry,

kneeling by my side


I had an inkling

that you felt justified

for what you had tried


Time flies

but it does not buy

the forgiveness that you seek

as you look in my eyes

For you seek the wrong kind


Perhaps it did not cross

your twisted mind,

as you wanted your lips on mine,

that I wanted you to ask

for you to take something that was mine


And I did not want those lips on mine,

and I lied in saying I did,

because your silence to my refusal

would have stretched for miles


You were gentle to me, always

though I knew rumours of your anger

and you did not like when I

did not want to hold your hand

in my hand


So I let you take something of mine,

and let you put your lips on mine,

and I said another lie

"Yes dear, I liked it"

and did not refuse the next time


Because I had an inkling

that you wouldn't be so kind

if I had told you no,

the next time


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Claraa_x3

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Oooh I like it! I like the rhymes too~

I also relate a lot to the content lol ToT I'm a huuuge people pleaser, my 2 past relationships were shitty but at least they taught me that i was being stupid and needed to change that~ my last relationship tho was the shittiest, it could have ended rlly rlly badly for me, I did so many things I didn't want to

Gurls we needa prioritize ourselvessssss


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thank you!!!! and ughhh yes, we have got to prioritise ourselves! it can be so hard when you are a recovering people pleaser which sucks aaaah. i hope your future relationships go soo much better and safer!!💗💗

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i hope that for you toooo

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Sum

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i feel this poem deep in my heart as someone who is a people pleaser and has felt pressured to say yes

this was not your fault

please try to set boundaries next time i know its hard when dealing with an angry person but i like to carry pepper spray and not be alone with people im dating until i really know them well


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awhh️💗 I've been working on my people pleasing issues for some time now, and unfortunately it was a little too late at that point in time, but I'm no longer in contact with that person anymore so yay!

thank you for the advice, I've worked hard on setting boundaries lately and keeping people that give me bad vibes away! but i will keep that in mind always. I hope you're staying safe also!

by bea🌼!!; ; Report

youre so sweet! also i love your profile!!! was looking at your profile and bee and puppycat is like my favorite ever!

by Sum; ; Report

yay!!! thank you, I also love yours, it's very cute!! And aaahh Bee and Puppycat is so lovely! I wasn't expecting to love it so much honestly

by bea🌼!!; ; Report

ive loved it since it was first released on youtube but i was really really excited to see netflix pick it up because the fandom has expanded sooooo much!!

by Sum; ; Report

the one on youtube is my favourite! it feels more filled out whereas netflix feels like it lacks a little of what the youtube one had! but I still do love both!!

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