Where are you now?

Where are you now? Well, my inner voice is saying, "in the exact place you left off". Is this true? Maybe. Maybe with a few more under-eye bags and a couple revelations. I saw a few places, and learned about myself. I went up a few on the scale. Crazy how time flies. Overall I still feel like a lost kid. Maybe I will never shake that feeling. Still a kid, who needs her parents and wants to be taken care of. How do you know when you've become an adult. I pay my own bills? Not all adults even do that. Is it when I get my degree? Well there's kids in high school getting those. When my spark fades? If this is what happens when your an adult then ill stay a kid forever.