🦇 Life update… December 5th 2024 🦇

So I’ve been a little absent the last couple weeks. There’s a lot to it, and a lot has happened since then. Some good, some eh. My pain in my neck has gotten a bit better, but the migraines have taken the toll. Living my life with chronic migraines- it’s to be expected. I do what I can to overcome them and live my daily life, take care of my son, do daily chores and take care of our animals too. It’s rather exhausting. The other day, I was laid up in bed with an ice pack on my face for hours, with no will to move or wanting to communicate, or deal with the world because the migraine I had was so fucking bad. It even hurt to use my eyes. To move them, to just SEE, it felt like the front of my head was going to explode. Thank goodness my husband was home to help with our son and the animals while I was laid up- dyin’. 

On the plus side, I got some Christmas present shopping done, got our sons’ presents bought and wrapped up and under the tree. We’re working on getting my stepson’s gifts now. Then Christmas shopping is done! I got my husband 2 shirts for Christmas, one Killer Klowns From Outter Space & Mars Attacks! Shirts! He got them early cuz thats just how we do gifts here for one another, we give them to each other early haha. He got me a Ukulele with a book to learn how to play, I also have some chrome makeup on the way and fleece tights on the way! ALSO, I convinced him to buy himself a PS5!!! So now we have a PS5 here as of yesterday! He’s been wanting one for so long and it was a chore to convince him that he deserved it! Convincing this man that he needs to buy things for himself purely for the fact that he deserves it because he works so hard and deserves it is like trying to hammer a nail into a brick wall. Difficult as fuck haha. He’ll spoil his family all day long, but he wont do it for himself. So, I am THANKFUL that he listened and did something for himself this time. 

Tomorrow is my tubal consult to get my tubes tied, I am bloody nervous. I hope it goes well… we shall see. I don’t want to get my hopes up just because they scheduled me to get me my consult, but we don’t really know what the doctor will say once she see’s me. I’ll be blogging my updates and everything as I go through this experience. 

Now to get down to why I haven’t been online. I recently deleted all my social media accounts that serve me no purpose. Why? Well, its simple really. People are fucking assholes. Lately it seems like folks go online and make it their agenda to seek folks out just to be mean or hurtful to them. You cant post a status, a thread, a tweet, a story, ANYTHING without there being a flock of people aiming to make you feel less than anything in this world. They take whatever you say- straight out of context, twist it to fit their narrative, or laugh at you and use what’s dear to you the most and use it against you to get a rise out of you. They will go after any diagnosis you have listed in your bio, they will go after your looks, they will even go after your children. Nothing is off limits here on the internet. I was regularly using THREADS as my go-to social media aside from SpaceHey, and threads started to turn into the worst side of twitter. All the rude, evil folk filled the algorithm, the comments, and what was once a nice social media platform I once enjoyed being on regularly turned into one of the worst places to go on. So I got rid of it. When I got rid of it, I decided to take a small social media break because I wasn’t in the right mindset to be on social media after the things that took place on THREADS. So, I’m now back on SpaceHey. For now, I’ll be sticking here because I love blogging, I love the minimal interactions and I don’t have to deal with an algorithm that fills my feed of terrible people. I feel like I can be myself here… for now. 

So yeah, thats a little life update!