being in an selfpartnership is okay

a lot of people fear the idea of being alone to the point where they confuse it for a phobia. 

i believe that fear exists in me, as persons are socialized to be with other people, and sometimes need more or less than the average. I feed off of emotion because it's easier to replenish my mental and physical health that way. I feed off laughter and love, which makes me an eros vampyre.

im autorose, meaning that I'm asexual and aromantic towards everyone except myself. so one day, i was rocking myself back n forth in my room to some music. I didn't think I'd come of anything. but i just blurted out "this feels like a relationship". From then on, after I accepted how I felt about myself, I started dating myself. That was a few months ago.

I've had multiple labels before, but they always landed back at autosexual and autoromantic. and im glad i did.

aurelationships are how i call autospec self relationships, and being in one changed my attitude towards myself and others around me. im happier bc im loved and im glad that i found the one person to do it with.