Mason S. vs HIS Evil Exes [rant??]

idk what I'm even making this post for but like... I just wanna complain about my exes for a hot minute cuz wtf was that??

so, the first one was this girl that I dated for two [2] weeks in fourth grade because I thought i was a lesbian and when she asked who my crush was I panicked and said her? she was my best friend from kindergarten to fifth grade so ofc she was my best option!! after less than fourteen [14] days of us dating, she left me for her straight male crush because she "liked him more"?? I'm pretty sure she only dated me because she was caught off guard by me saying that I was into her, cuz she went from pansexual and nonbinary to straight cis and Christian in less than a year... by the time she was in kindergarten she had dated five [5] boys, and by the time we were in middle school she had dated twenty-seven [27] not including myself. she was actually pretty toxic to me even before we started dating and I think that's why I only ever talk to her when she asks me about our ELA teacher now... 

she wasn't as bad as some of the others really, like my first ex boyfriend that I had when I thought I was pansexual. I dated him from March 2023 to August 2023, and then we dated again for about two [2] weeks, and then one more time for a few days. he was a Christian, and even though I told him I was nonbinary at the time, he still saw me as a girl... he ended up being a Nazi, a racist, a homophobe, and an overall bad person. he even bragged about being related to Hitler and he STILL does... yikes!! and I had a crush on him since fourth grade!! AND I was the one to end the relationship AND start it every time!! 

the next boy I dated wasn't really even a boyfriend for that long... I dated him for eighteen [18] MINUTES in April of 2024. he wasn't bad then, but recently he's started saying slurs that he can't say [the t word, the r word, the n word...] and it really SUCKS because he was so nice too! I've been friends with him since fourth grade!! he also brings up my fear of needles every chance he gets...

after I dated that boy, I got asked out by a guy I HATED. he's a transphobe, makes jokes about disgusting things, he's a Nazi, a sexist, AND he claims to be a Christian even though he does all that!! I said yes because I was shocked, but he broke up with me after he found out that I was a guy... now he's dating a super pretty and sweet girl and it's HORRIBLE because he doesn't deserve her!! he was also friends with my other Nazi ex...

after him, I dated one of his friends. we dated from August 26th, 2024 to about November 20th, 2024, so we broke up recently. he was actually the first guy I think I ever ACTUALLY wanted to stay with, but eventually I had to break up with him because he was making me ignore my bff and my other close friends. he's actually the reason my trio fell apart. he was sooo cool and we shared so many interests, we were perfect!! he wasn't a bad person, he was omnisexual, he respected my pronouns and name, and he was pretty decent for an ex!! I'm still in contact with him, but we aren't really friends anymore because he was actually ABUSIVE and self-centered around me. he was also pretty violent... I stayed with him as long as I could but I left for my mental health, and i'm so glad I did!!   

idk what the point of this was and I just felt like yapping [my bad guys!!] so I guess you're lucky if u like gossip...? anywayz, love y'all!! :P