hello

hi perdita!! im working on my book also idk if i already said this but i finally wrote in my fathers jurnal and i feel so much better.

im actually getting places with my book now and im feeling a lot lighter. dont worry about why it was such a big deal but i wrote like 5-6 pages of blabbering about him and my life or what its like being a child. his child. and yeah now ive broken the ice, though i did have to do it after i downed some vodka so oh well, whatever works i suppose.

im not an alchoholic :)

i cant even spell it!! 

(pls someone reply im going insane)