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hii perdita!! i finally did it! i wrote in the journal my father gave me. i litterally had to hype myself up to do it. i think im stupid for it being such a big deal to me but i dont care, let me feel how i feel. im waitng for him to go to sleep now actually. so i can get some more vodnog 😛 makes me laugh evertime

also! this song from the cure is actually so good "lullaby" so good bro

also pt2 i forgot my blogs go on my main profile 😝 so thats super mega fun anyone curious can just spy into my life. that is what i intended though when i frist started wrting these. well if anyone is reading this atleast comment so i dont look schizophrenic i promise im not.

fairwell perdita!