life update.

My birthday is tomorrow, and as much as I think it's a new beginning, especially with the new year. I feel like I haven't done shit. These last two years, I've grown a lot... way... too much.. I've had experiences, I probably shouldn't have. Some of your typical teenage stuff, others creepy men. I've never wanted to leave and stay in the same place so bad. But I have to leave. 

I'm moving to PA. Everyone I've ever known has been in MD, and with my girlfriend losing her phone. We have no way to communicate. Not until she gets her license will she, maybe, get another phone. Until then, I don't know how strongly our connection will remain. I want her to have experiences.. Being with me, especially long distance, I don't know how much she can. And all I want is for her to be happy. I couldn't care less about how I feel. What do I feel?

I don't want to leave.. I hate it.. I'm moving to a remote place where Trump has rallies. I might as well be in hell. Who knows, I'm going to a white supremacy area. I wouldn't be surprised if I get jumped by 7 skinheads with bulldogs. As a punk, POC, AFAB, and LGBTQ. What do you expect? Especially going to a place where trumpies raid.. As someone who didnt vote for Trump. Nor Kamala, but that's none of your business. With rundown, abandoned buildings every corner you turn. My tagger ass will definitely be on the run by March. 

I gotta live Long enough to go to the Stray Kids concert. NOT MISSING THAT. I'd do anything. Not like there's something I haven't done. 

I'm gonna be living in the basement.What do you expect from a punk like me. Full access to shit I have no business accessing. (Like Spray paint and beer. Don't be gross) 

I'll be online SOO much more often, since now where I finally made some friends. They'll be gone. I know It's only a 4 hour move. But from where I am to where I'm going to be. Is a completely different setting. I'm sure you'd feel the same. I tried logging back into my discord account, but since my heartfelt break. My login isn't working. Pretty sure I disabled my account.. And didn't delete it, but, That's okay. I didn't want to make another one.. But who fucking cares now. Now in a different place, as a different person. Shouldn't I start fresh a little bit?

Once I get my socials together I'll tag my discord.. That'll no longer be inactive, and who knows I might find myself as another discord mod for a kitty server. But some things never change.

Advice: Don't take advice from me. I'm serious. You'll get yourself killed. But, if your life is so fucked. Here's one thing. It's hard letting go of old things, but sometimes you be the best version of yourself, you need to leave pieces of the old one behind.

                              Signing off

                                                 -Lost Soul, AG.