life update

12/3/24

so, lemme recap.

since i last wrote an entry, a lot has happened.

i started my sophomore year of highschool, made tons of new friends, lost a few :(, my boyfriend broke up w me :(, i had a few crushes, i finished another great marching season, and im finally at peace with myself. 

ok so wat happened tho? 

a lot of my ex-friends disagreed with my way of life. i believe in working hard for what you want, and that contributes a lot into how seriously i take school. its okay tho, because even though we went separate ways, i still hope for the best for them :) 

my boyfriend broke up with me for a valid reason. i still care for him very much, but i know i should keep a little bit of distance. all good! hes still the amazing person i met whiles ago and nothing will change how i view him. 

i went through a talking stage for about two weeks, but it didnt work out. our views on life were just too different, so we decided it was best to discontinue trying to pursue a relationship. i had a crush on a friend for a while, and honestly, i think i still do, but my friend also has a crush on him. ill talk more about her in a different blog... he is really sweet and kind, and he lets me hold his arm and play w his hair. hes kinda touchy too? like he measured his hand next to mine once. UGHH HES SO CUTE OMGGHGJFVSVBSJ!! hes a year older than me tho :/

what do yall think?? do i have a chance? lol

marching season! omg, band is the highlight of my highschool career. most of my friends are in band, so i loved spending time with them at football games and competitions. our football team is really talented, so i expect to continue going to football games until really late this year. we came in second place at a competition once. im so proud of our band!

so lastly, im finally at peace with myself. it brings me so much joy knowing i have such a bright future and im unbelievably talented. i want to bring light into everyone elses life by letting them know that they have so much value and are capable of making a change in the world. 

i love you all so much !!! <3333

charlieleelee