Vent?? Idk lol

Feeling awful this morning but living is living right?? 

I keep remembering my best friend and all the bullshit shes done to me over the years
(We been friends since probably a year old or something? Off topic lol?)

 And Im only now realizing shes not really that good of a person for me but I dunno, I remember how she always threatened to stop being my friend when we were younger because I didnt want to do something she wanted to or when I wanted to keep doing something 

(ex: jumping on the trampoline, real story with that, or something like that)

And when I was over at her house when we were younger she once (or like twice if not more) locked me out of her house (I didnt know how to open the door because it was a button you had to press an than turn the handle an it was kinda hard) and didn't let me back in, I got so afraid once that I hid an started crying because of how scared I was 

She also showed me really inappropriate content an sorts when we were like 7 or 8 when we had sleepovers and once asked if she could set my hair on FIRE to an when I said no she was like 'Oh c'mon it'll be fine' or somethin like that

And I remember the time we were at the park (we were probably no older than 7 or 6) and when I went to use the bathroom she LOCKED US IN THERE and I didnt know how to unlock it so I was panicking badly at the time to the point of crying (again lol) until (I think) our moms came to get us an she unlocked the door 

And probably more that I can't remember at the moment (I forget things a lot and just have a bad memory in general [cry]) soooo. . . Yea, there's that, just needed to get that out because I just kinda need to know if this is like . . . Normal? Ig? It probably isnt but still

Anyways byeee -Locus