i need to talk to people (heart broken emoji)

not even a few minutes later im back to typing on here lol. uh i kinda wish i had the courage to talk to my friends on here :p i talk to like 3-4 people online and i have like 77 friends on here argh... i wish talking to people wasnt so scary 💔 i keep putting shit like "hey if you wanna talk im pretty free" and then when someone like actually does talk to me we kinda just stop. ITS SO ANNOYING sigh i hate this. another thing is ITS SO COLD its like 41 degrees like oh my god i cannot live like this, i dont like the winter at all..... the only good thing about it is winter break and christmas. uh yeah thats it