September 21, 2011 [2/3]

Disclaimer: The opinions and statements expressed in these old diary entries reflect my thoughts at the time they were written. They are subject to change and may not represent my current views or beliefs.

Dear Diary,

I thought papa would never say that I have 2 lack[ing] grades. Well it's okay to say that papa will tell lolo, lola, [and] mommy that I have lack[ing] grades but this conversation he lied! instead of ma'm [ma'am] say when I give my sulating she said "tan-awa amo pa lagi mag-pass!!" [tl: look at you submitting it late!!] papa said "sos! uno ba ikaw [redacted] amo pa man kaw mag pass!!" [tl: my god [redacted] why did you submit it so late!!] then mommy[,] lolo[,] lola was really mad at me they wouldn't even understand me because of papa[.] It had been my 3rd worst day ever. Because of my father.

Sincerely yours,

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notes: [redacted] my dad called me by my government name lol young me should've known better.

but op i dont understand! why were you mad at your dad when he just repeated what your teacher said?

iirc my sulating pangwakas or formal themebook in english was only a day late, I had planned submitting it the other day but just completely forgot. I think what I was upset about was when I turned it in my teacher teased me for turning it late in a joking matter to which both me and my dad just laughed it off. but when we came home, he phrased it in a very different tone and manner, as if I hadn't been submitting my outputs on time and had been slacking off of school work when I haven't. I made one mistake and was crucified for it.

as for the "It had been my 3rd worst day ever", I don't remember the other two worst days ever unfortunately.