Strange loneliness

Y'all ever get that feeling,  that urge, that push to do something with other people and you really really want to. You want to go out, you wanna talk to people, you wanna hang out with someone for a couple hours but at the same time, it seems so...unwanted. Not scary but just discomforting. And I know that once I'm out and once I'm hanging out with them it'll feel better but still. I lose the push and it turns into a mental battle just to f*cking talk to someone. 

Sorry if it sounds like I'm whining or pulling the whole "woe is me." I'm not trynna make you feel bad for me jus want to see if anyone else gets this ;-;