If you want to read go ahead, try to realate if you want (vent i guess).

Everyone will always take after others but do people really have to copy all you do? I mean, like in movies where someone completely fucks up the whole plot sbd everything bout the original (book, show or movie)but says they're "taking artistic liberty". Whenever I say something people always seem to come up with something based around that for them to say. For example, when someone askes me how I am I say "moderate as usual" or "less than moderate as usual" now some of tye people I know say about the same thing ( example: bad as usual or worse than you as usual). Holy fuck, some people are even copying what I've done in the recent past. You might be thinking "oh, it was in the past it's just a coincidence" no, it's not. I told a girl that I had dyed my hair last year and within a week she dyed her hair black and kept asking if we liked it. Shebalso told me she loved how I dressed (I dress emo/goth/ scene really depends on my music for the day) and asked where I would get my clothes so she could dress like me. I had to explain to her that being alternate is about the music not all about how you dress, like wtf... I asked her what music she likes and it's primarily rap 😐. She said she likes Falling In Reverse but said her favorite songs where "I'm Not A Vampire", "Good Girls And Bad Guys" along with "The Drug In Me Is You"...what the hell. Ok, that's a start bit bow she's saying she's "emo". Fun fact I'm the only actual alt kid at that school. Maybe one other girl but she's trying to up do me with her music. I normally talk about MCR and stuff like that bit now she's like "oh, I listen to heavier stuff than you blah blah blah" the hell you do. She doesnt listen to Behemoth, or Zeal & Ardor, dwfinetly not Cradle of Filth, or even fucking Apocalyptica and they do moatly covers. Every time I say I like a band she looks into it (which I'm grateful for) but it's also not good bc than she tries to say she knows more than me, no you don't. I grew up with Alter Bridge, Disturbed, Slipknot and many other bands you're saying you know more about. Ugh. It's very annoying. Or when she says she's "just struggling". We all are. You just make it a point to be a bitch about it. Like yeah, I'm here for you bit I probably have worse problems then you do under the surface. I've done SO much to make her feel nice so I can focus on what I need but holy shit here we go again. You never worry about me, even though you say you do. You don't tell me good morning and good night every day like I would. NOTHING. Maybe one day she'll see that I'm not the main problem. I feel I just need there to actually be someone for me to love as a friend or more. Someone taht actually shares my problems instead of trying to brag or one up me. I've done most for you, can you at least put a little effort in me...