I had a dream about a girl tonight

TW:

• Uhh naked lesbians and uh fat shaming and uhhh idk just not family friendly things, don't read if you're not comfortable. Also this is not a story I made up, it's a dream I had, meaning I didn't choose what any of the people in the dream could do

I wanna write it down before I forget more of it, cause I've already started forgetting.

We were at some sort of hotel, very tall with rooms that seemed small on the outside but were big on the inside. The doors seemed to change every time I looked at them, leading to one way or another, changing.

I remember it was next to some sort of aquatic theme park, and we had just gotten back, I was gonna take a shower. I don't know who was I with, it was some sort of field trip with friends and more people who I didn't really know, but I assumed they were friends of my friends who they invited.

She had black hair, thin eyes that I remember being both a beautiful shade of brown, and yet sometimes, this uncomfortable colour between a bright magenta and purple, but not purple enough to be purple, and not magenta enough to be magenta.

I entered in the shower, taking off my clothes, then I saw her, without clothes aswell, she was shorter than me and her skin was milky white. I looked away while trying to find some sort of cloth to cover myself. "You need to leave I'm going to shower" I said, she replied "We'll shower together", I was so embarrassed, maybe she didn't know I liked girls, so I told her, maybe that would make her understand why we couldn't do that, how I wouldn't be comfortable, "I like girls, we can't shower together, I'm bisexual". I was still looking away when she slowly walked to me, "so what?" She answered. She walked until I was pinned between the wall of the bath and her. I don't know where my cloth went, or who turned on the water, but the room was beginning to feel dense with the vapor of the warm water in the bathtub. She smiled, or smirked, I can't tell, she spoke in words I can't remember, I tried to excuse myself but I couldn't move my body, my heart was racing, and that's when I slowly kissed her, and hugged her, held her dearly and softly. I don't know what was I doing, whatever it was I was sure I didn't wanna hurt her, so I touched her body with the most carefulness I could. When I looked back at her I don't know what I saw, it was some sort of aura, a light radiating from her very own soul like a ghost with a physical body, and there again it was this uncomfortable and yet glorious and intoxicating shade of magenta and purple, not one and not quite the other.

We kissed and kissed until someone knocked at the door telling us to hurry to leave, apparently the day wasn't over and we still were gonna go to this theme park.

We showered, I couldn't speak a word, I felt mesmerized by her presence, I would brush her hair and caress her skin delicately, looking back, I feel like it was my own way of being thankful for the affection she gave me, from that moment on I felt protective over her.

Time skip to when we were in this aquatic theme park. Me and another friend were sitting together while the other people had fun. I told her what happened, though not with so much detail, I just mentioned that I think I liked a girl. My friend gave me some dating advice while I blushed thinking about the idea of dating someone so beautiful.

Then she came, with her black hair and glowing eyes, and with two other girls that looked like they could be her sisters, one dressed in hot pink, and another dressed in a colour I can't remember no matter how hard I try, so let's say it was white. The three of them began to mock me, in that feminine passive aggressive way where you can't quite tell if they're saying something nice or if they were being mean. I looked at them confused hearing their words, trying to understand what they were saying, the friend next to me placed her hand on my shoulder and nodded with a sad look. I understood it then, that they were indeed making fun of me, I couldn't even remember why, were they calling me fat? Or making fun of my swimsuit? That's what I heard at least, but it felt that the thing they were mocking was my naiveness at letting myself fall for the girl with the beautiful black hair.

I felt embarrassed, but left without shedding a tear, I didn't feel like embarrassing myself any more than I already had, I had ideas of revenge, wanting to get back to her, but those went away quickly realizing how useless that'd be. Me and my friend walked to a tunnel in the aquatic theme park, I don't know where we were heading to, because I woke up before I could get there.