the cycle never ends.

It never does end, so that's why people say they wanna disappear

now I understand how it is, Everything is becoming so plain

I can see now. So this is what it is, Being a smart person huh?

Always get annoyed by classmates asking you so much questions,

Always has to be perfect in every subject, has to always overwork

Yourself not to be a failure, Now I understand. My real fear is being 

a disappointment to every single person, Failing every single person 

I know and trust, It's always the same like there is no exit to it.

I understand now, Maybe I actually don't have or need a future

no one cares about me, All they want me to live for is just to comfort

them and be there for them, Telling me to not leave me, Stupidity

I don't leave people instead, They leave me. You all are just ungreatful

people in this life, cruel, no heart, I don't think you guys deserve

anything anyway, leave me alone. Get away from me,

You look pathetic and disgusting.