SMALL COMIC BOOKS RANT

my quest for being broke begins with a lil emo kid obsessed with MCR digging deep into wiki pages and finding out about the umbrella academy (before the nexflix stuff i'm 28 man fuck) and re-reading that shit 10 times over,i used to hang on to things so hard that shit was special to me. a few years later that would start a full on addiction at time with buying volumes upon volumes of them with no money in my bank only enough for some food beer and comics, at times i would question if i even still like reading that shit or its just a a force of habit

fuck i would drag my ass to TLV just for my fix pretending i have some other shit to do but i would just walk around clueless waiting to get back home to read them colored pages.

i didn't know it at the time but those pages and time i spent are sacred to me now and so important in me learning English and expanding my little dyslexic (its so mean that that's the word they chose for it) having ass mind to take me out of my world of imagination to places i could never go to

back then i really didn't have no one else sharing the same experience with and talk comics with, not like there is today where we can all relate in someway to each other due to overexposed to all culture at the fingertips

but i never felt isolated in that feeling cuz i know someone made that stuff with care and love for not only me but a bigger plan

i think the biggest thing i got from it that its always worth it to dig deeper, seek more knowledge behind the processes, find the little relationships inside this big ass deku tree of creating worlds inside smaller worlds, a true love of something or someone sometimes is just taking the time to understand and listen

keep reading nerdz