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i think its really annoying when people tease you about your situationships and such. Personally, i think its really childish. Even if you actually feed feelings for the person, it really is embarrassing when youre being teased about it.

Let me explain with an example.

So theres this guy: Were gonna call him Allen. Allen and i wouldnt even be seen as friends before my friends started to tease us about it. then it escalated and he suddenly started to flirt with me, turns out that my dear friend Sarah decided to set us up in the middle of a night! I didnt even see that coming! It was last weekend, then for a whole week, they annoyed us about the "thing" between us. but they just made it worse! tbh, i was already not trusting him fully because a few weeks ago, he was talking to another girl and a few days ago, he wasnt even looking at me. Sarah told him that i liked him so he wanted to take advantage of me. I think things excalated just like that... am i being paranoid? I just want to protect my honor and idc what people think about me. Aggressive? yessir i am. bc people make me aggressive and i answer people by mirroring them!

The last week was like the worst week in my life! Even when he only passed by me or something, they would start poking me on the shoulder and such. yesterday, they wrote dirty things on my desk, about me and him. With a strong ahh pen that i had to bring a bottle of acetone to school today so i could get rid of the ink! Thank gods, it worked. But all my classmates saw it! oof...

So i talked to Allen and we decided that we were better as friends, ive never liked him anyway so it was all good for me. After all, i never thought that i would be a good girlfriend for a guy. It is not so bad anymore but still, it didnt end fully...

Wish me luck. Ig i hate my friends. And Allen.