MY TAKE ON ROMANCE

HII, I'M MIO!! I have no take on relationships yet, it sucks!!

All my friends are dating someone and I hate being left alone because they wanna stand around hugging and all lovey-dovey with their boyfriend. YUCKKY, SERIOUSLY, WHO WOULD DO SO MUCH? GET THIS, ON A SCHOOL TRIP, ONE OF MY FRIENDS SHOWED ME A NECKLACE AT THE MUSEUM'S SOUVENIR SHOP, IT WAS A HEART SHAPED NECKLACE AND I SAID IT LOOKED PRETTY, HER BOYFRIEND WAS NEXT TO US AND HE BOUGHT IT FOR HER!! LIKE COME ON, THAT NECKLACE WAS OVERPRICED, I COULD GIFT IT TO HER FROM TEMU FOR A CHEAPER PRICE AND IT'D LOOK THE SAME, WASTE OF MONEY! AND THEY SIT TOGETHER ON THE WAY TO OUR NEXT TRIP STOP WITH THEIR LOVEY DOVEY AGAIN, LIKE COME ON?!? I THOUGHT YOU SAID YOU'D SIT WITH ME TO DISCUSS THE THINGS WE SAW IN THE MUSEUM!

As you can probably tell, I have no experience in relationships that is more than best friends.. THEN AGAIN, WHEN I DO GET SOME PEOPLE COMING AT ME WITH CONFESSIONS, I THINK IT'S A PRANK AND TURN THEM DOWNNN ((I turn every confession down so maybe that's why people stopped confessing)) Maybe all of the people who liked or likes me thinks I'm too hard to confess to.. IS THIS WHAT I GET FOR NEVER LIKING SOME PEOPLE BACK OR WHAT?! JUST GIVE ME SOMEONE WHO REALLY DOES CARE. BETTER YET, GIVE ME LIKE A NERD BOY OR AN EMO BOY!! I feel like a terrible person when I say that I'd want a smart nerd bf that could help me with some of my homework because I really lack the level of smart to do them!! AND IF I HAD A NICE EMO BOY AS MY BF THEN I'D BE SO HAPPY, I'D BE HAPPY IF ANYONE EVEN LOOKED MY WAY TBH

Conclusion: I think someone who I could rely on and trust is hard to find, especially since I have 0 experience and I have no idea how to act if I ever had a lover, but I bet I'd be so happy. To me, it doesn't matter what their small flaws are, I just want someone who could treat me nicely, whether they match my energy or not, I'd love them endlessly and make sure to be there for them when they need me. AAA I SOUND SO CHEESY, GRRHG AAA, I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND LOVERS EVEN WHEN I WRITE ANGST, HORROR, RPG, AND LOVE STORIES!! WHAT THE HELL-



M10 out!! STAY SAFE AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVESS, LOVE YAA /p