[vent] not even 5 minutes

woke up, made breakfast for the family (cause they asked), burnt dad and my pancake and dad still ate it (he had to have hated it). silence as we ate and tension (at least i felt it. i don't know), as i tried to leave, after eating, mom was gonna show me something on her phone but she lost where it was (facebook) and then as i left she starts bitching and my parents are lowkey arguing (or were. i have music in rn. i can't tell.) and i just wish i could have 5 goddamn fucking MINUTES where my parents don't SCREAM at each other.

i don't know how they love each other. my mom says every couple has their arguments, but arguments don't involve verbal fucking abuse!!!

i'm glad i'm aromantic.