s!lly add!cts bl!ng bl!ng

im a yapper by heart and i kicked my feet when i saw that i can literally write a blog on here omgomg.
so like, what the fuck are addictions? imagine being a silly loser who spends all their money on stuff that destroys them in every way. (im talkin bout me (i love talkin bout me <3))
no matter if its hardcore drugs or the legal drugs like alc and nic bla bla bla.
girl, im so fucking on my knees for nic and alc, and my most silly addictions r probably my energy and shoplifting addiction lmfao.
like, what the actual fuck is wrong with you?? get a fuckin grip, its embarrassing.
even tho im a really good thief ;P but besides that, im destroying my body and sanity with alc, cigs and energy. i can literally feel that shit eating me alive and i give like ZERO fucks bro. like, who shit into my tiny, soft and pretty brain like that?! omg i forgot to mention im a shoppaholic as well. im like fucked fucked fuckedddd. at least i have enough diagnosis i can blame it on hahaaa.
no but seriously, imagine already being sick in the head but then you make yourself get even sicker. even more embarrassing to be so aware of it and not change anything.
damn, this blog lowk depressing now. idk, fuck that, imma smoke one.

xoxo