Entry 1: New Beginnings

Okay who knows if I'll actually continue using this website but holy shit its so cool and I genuinely feel like it could be a good way for me to ween off of social media. Like there's a lot I enjoy about normal social media but I don't know if it necessarily outweighs the negative toll it has on me.... yada yada social media BAD i bet you've never heard that take before!

Wow so like the consequences of my actions are coming to fruititon! this is a pivot but basically for anyone who doesn't know (who tf am I talking to nobody follows me on here) I've dropped out of UVic and I'm moving back to Calgary big whoop :)

Like okay I know its the right call objectively, I've weighed out the pros and cons and in short.

- I was always planning on moving back to Calgary so it sort of felt like every friendship I made out here had an expiry date, and I never really felt like I was going to have any community out here. Idk I realized how bad I am at making friends....

- mental health was BLOODY SHITE OU HERE i miss my family and my best friend and my dog broooo

- My program is idiotic and sucked ass. Psychology and Computer Science??? bro..... like in my mind palace I can think of ways they can work together that I would actually find interesting but also those jobs don't actually exist! Once I took a software eng course I knew i was cooked... I hate that shit so much :( not to mention the fact that the compsci job market is oversaturated and piss poor???? NOOOOOO

So yeah, like I KNOW im making the right call but also idk.... Victoria is so beautiful and I love the ocean and big trees... but at the same time I feel like I could just visit and that would suffice, I don't need to live here. I've seen all of Vic atp, although I wish I would have gone up island (but i couldn't cuz I dont have a car).

DUHHHH so yeah I sold my mini fridge yesterday and my finals are starting.... like ITS HAPPENING!!! IM LEAVING!!!! I'm happy but its also bittersweet idk.... I'll miss my friends and my ocean view and I did genuinely like UVic. Like for the most part the school itself and my profs were great.

I'll get into it another time of what I'm doing once I get back, I'm going to Van to visit Shanny this weekend so that will be fun! maybe I'll write a blog of what shenanigans we get up too.....

k bye