Feelings

Don't you sometimes feel alone in your chest? I always feel that. I tell it to one friend, she is the only one who listens to me, and she gives me advices. But I don't feel ready to tell my other friends, when I tell it to... "Orange". I'm going to tell her like that, I don't reveal names, anyway. When I tell Orange she just laughs or gets irritated. I've been through a lot of shit these days. I literally don't know what to do with me, i feel sick of everything, but i anyway, i always smile to everyone.