so tiredddddddddddddddddddddd (rant idk)

Its so exhausting to constantly be there for people and comfort people who treat me horribly and never see how it affects me or the people around them. I always try to be understanding, I know they're going through things as well so ill never blame them for how they treat me but when they direct it towards others I cant help it, it hurts even more. 

Its really draining, I'm always so nice to them, I always try my best for them, but in the end it always turns out the same. Ill still stay by them because they always turn to me whenever they're  having problems, its tough for them as well, but when they treat me like that it rlly hurts, but as long as they're happy ill be alright.