So Tired :3

I HATE to start my blog like this, but don't y'all ever feel just off? Like everyone else in your life is just treating you like an outcast suddenly? Well, that's how I feel right now. I don't feel real right now. Like how could so many friendships just fall apart all in ONE day? I feel like I sound very self-centered right now, and I hate that. I don't like even SOUNDING like I'm making everything about me. Not killing myself yet though. That's way too dramatic. And I hope you see this and reconsider too. Oddly enough, I get along well with other suicidal people??? So lets bond on our trauma. Sighhh, how are you all feeling though?