experiencing some insane face dysmorphia rn.

i just can't seem to find the right way to make my face look how it "used to look" even though my face hasn't changed in any major way

but looking thru old pictures of myself really makes me question what i actually look like, it's so confusing. my face feels so wide and i can't seem to slim it down and the camera distorts everything and makes me look slimmer in the face and it's just uggggghhhh

i hate iphone cameras actually. no more iphone camera. digital cameras and polaroids only !!!! i ALWAYS look so good in those mmmm so scrumptious.