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Why does good people have to suffer in life whilst the worst people alive achieve so much & live successfully?
I’m able to help others but can’t even help myself, idk why? I’m just throwing my luck to other people while I’ve received misfortune, running out of fortune from my pockets. Why do I fucking do that shit, I’m supposed to be selfish not generous.
Why do I have to always rebel for my own rights to be different & still some individuals (even close ones) put me down for the way I wanna look?
If something makes me confident such as my gothic clothing taste, then Why am I being stopped suddenly just because one criticised due to some reason(??).
Why am I being asked “just be normal” when I am being normal.
Was told I was born full of luck due to my date numbers of the year, month & day I was born & the symbolisms that have came around at my birth. But the moment I grew up unfortunate strange things were happening to me since childhood even now some stuff even my own.. well being sort of got worse over time. I’m stuck in a loop.
I’m a little convinced I’m born to be a curse or something. Or maybe that’s just my negative thinking atm.
Idk.
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Kluffles
OMG!! I feel this way too! and I used to be in a really dark place because of it, and truth be told you're right! you need to start getting a little selfish its okay to do things that make YOU happy! and you don't have to please everyone because that's impossible, and those who tell you how to dress just ignore it and keep dressing that way! i did it with my family and they had no choice BUT to accept it! also there will always be bad people and the reason why they're successful Is because they're greedy soul sucking pigs.
Also its wonderful you have those traits <3 its takes a lot of effort gentle and kind and even generous! don't change that about yourself :))