A steps of Loneliness

Step 1: Dont care being lonely. Being lonely is actually one of the important factor that makes you stronger and leads you freedom. Think that solutide you closer to your true idenity. (I DO FUCKING HATE THIS IDEA.)

Step 2: At midnight, you starts see yourself imagining lover, indulge in romance tale that is rich and complicated that was created in your imagination. As you think about that story, let yourself madly falling in love with character, feel emotional surge (even jealous breakdown.) In this dream like story, learn about the depht of your relationship, the times you spend together, and magic love you drive both (I'm not talking about schizophrenia. Its about morbidly daydream.) 

Step 3: Experience a mental turmiol. Push yourself against the slope in the face of life's complexity and indescribability. Hate everyone, hate yourself and hate this feeling of hatred that you feel. 

(I hope i write in english correctly)

And just maybe... Maybe it's not loneliness that's killing us, but meaninglessness.