25 Candles

(i actually put 15 on the cake because they were gonna melt real fast)

lots of complicated feelings about turning 25 when my life feels like it hasnt even started yet when everybody else is getting their shit together. ive never been kissed. my illness that plagued me is basically not at the forefront of my mind but i cant physically hold down a "real" job because of it. i dont have enough money to get more driving lessons so i can feel comfortable enough spending the money to take a drivers test. where do i go from here?

im going to stop before i get really really emo about it