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so let me start off by saying, I take accountability for the shit I said, but it's not entirely my fault. anyway, i won't go into detail but pretty much i got into some more shitty drama. it really affected me so bad to the point where i was having vivid nightmares about it. i fucked around and did some stupid shit to end up in the psych ward. the psych ward was actually pretty helpful and i met a lot of nice people who helped me get back to a calm state. i really struggling currently, i decided while i was in the ward to delete my Instagram. i figured out the whole reason ive been so out of it these past few months was due to instagram. im 13 and insta is not a safe place to share my opinions or make callouts, rookie mistake on my end.
i wanted to make an Instagram to make people of the emo/scene happy, take inspo, and realize they aren't alone. in the first few months of my popularity everything was awesome, and then it all crashed when I made the fatal mistake of making a callout post. whoops, i feel like the whole scene hates me, and I'm debating leaving it. afterall, its a pretty toxic place anyway. im happy about the people i helped into the scene and gave inspo to. in recent times im proud of myself for recognizing my mistakes and getting help. i abandoned my "scene queen" status for my mental health and i don't think I've ever made a better choice. i appreciate all of you who stuck around to see my downfall. with love- marissa massacre.
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Most 'scene queens' do end up leaving insta or at least going private! Know not everyone is mad, I have not even heard of this drama until opening this. I promise, it won't last forever- the next kid being picked on will come. Take some time to yourself, focus on getting healthy scene hair/ self love for awhile <3
thank you!
by MaRiSsAmAsSaCrE [PDR]; ; Report
br00t4ltragedy
Hey I just wanted to say how amazing it is that you're being so open about everything. It really shows how strong you are! Remember, it's totally okay to take time for yourself. You've got this, and I'm here for you! Sending you lots of hugs!
~ NeonStrikeBu11ettz
thank u!
by MaRiSsAmAsSaCrE [PDR]; ; Report
alex !! 💫🦈
i know more or less what you're talking about, as you might know I follow you on ig (came from there lol) as well as the other creator.
emo/scene Instagram is really exhausting, even for me, someone who's got a private account with little to no posts. all there is is drama and toxicity, it all just feels like a competition of who's better.
you're really young and I can't imagine how hard it must've been for you to be so exposed to everyone at such a young age when all you wanted to do is share your passion for the alternative scene, but I can assure you that you're not a target of hate for the community. even the creator you got into beef with said publicly that they don't condone bullying, and told everyone to stop, in the comments there were no attacks towards you.
I don't know how big the backlash you got is but I hope you're safe out there 🫂
this truly means alot <3
by MaRiSsAmAsSaCrE [PDR]; ; Report