Suicide

Sometimes I feel like if I died I would leave a message to everyone that I loved but I don’t think that if I did none of them would care except for my friend from México. Life is sweet and sour but for me it’s more sour than sweet, like if I was cursed the moment I was born without a cure and dying was the only option. People around me are so stupid, they were never left out or alone and can easily socialize with anyone but they all have something in common. You first need to figure out what they are then persuade them and then stay in that order but if you’re a “weirdo” like me you will never get to that phase and all you can do is act like everything is fine while in the inside your crying. Not showing emotions will make you have a messed up mentality like me for example, having issues to cry, open up, be confident, or accidentally harm someone when all you wanted was friends. The world is based as a book, you first judge then talk bad behind they’re back or judge and then be friends, the most common is the first one so there’s no point in living If everyone in your surroundings are fake.

If you’re reading this I’m probably dead