Diary from a psychiatric hospital patient.

Day 3, part 2

I feel like I am getting even less sleep in this hospital then I was in the previous one. I hope they find what meds I should be on soon, I want to go home.

I do not understand why they bring in 7 different doctors in to discuss just my case, I feel like if they really want me to talk just my case doctor and the hospital head would be fine, no need for the other 5 that have nothing to do with me.

My mom brought me milk and cereal, not sure what to do with that as I have no bowl, my only cup they took away and they won’t even let me have anything other than a teaspoon. At least the doors to the bathroom actually close here unlike at the other place.

What is also weird is they do not take away our phones (or my laptop), they did at the other place but not here, but they did take away all my books and notebooks, I have to go ask for them sometime soon, I can’t just spend my time scrolling tiktok.

I think electricity went out, obviously, since I’m in a hospital it was only for a couple of seconds, but I think that is the most interesting thing that has happened today. Today and tomorrow I will be left with my own devices, no therapy, no activities, just shitty hospital food.

If anyone reading watches Dexter, tell me, why does the dude seem so autistic.