having a body

why cant i become an internet creature without a body. idc if I`ll lose everything i have now.

it HURTS

i wanna delete wyself from reality. and maybe then everyone will love me

actually, i don`t feel like there is a real me now... derealisation hits me hard these days.

maybe i`ve already lost my body and it`s all illusuon. if so, i don`t undestand why i must do it.

I feel like some objects around me aren`t real. Things that schouldn`t move moving, people act strange

im so tired