the randomest rant of my super pawsome sauce crush

shes like ssososososososoososososososososososos pretty i literally can NOT every time i look at her i start to feel mushy and today she like looked at me and smiled not once but TWICE like WHAR !?!?!!/1/!?1 praying and crying she feels the same way and like two days ago she looked at me whispered to her friend and her friend looked at me either they were talking badly abt me or it was smth good hoping it was smth good otherwise i will cry anyways the good thing about everything is that me and her have every class tg AND sit right besides each other like what (i begged my teachers to sit me next to her) ALSO like 2 months ago i was on a field trip and my only friend who was with me like literally left me for the popular kids when we had to split into groups of 5 or 4 and istg she was about leave me to die before one of them like invited me like why didnt YOU MY FRIEND invite me but wtv and my crush invite me into her group so obvousily i left my stupid poop (jk i still love her) friend behind and it was very cool i can not believe my eyes any time i see her like i literally want to scream cus of how like mushy and excited i get like wdym i get to see her everyday wdym we have every class tg wdym we sit next to each other in every class wdym were FRIENDS IKEND JHAVGHKGDGUYGUYH i feel very nice when i talk to her and lately ive been trying to give her signs that i like her so she gets a hint for example when i look at her i let her catch me doing so but i feel like she might find me weird :'l anyways goodbye i have finished