Left out

Today is just one of those days when you just want to go back to bed. Unlike others, I can trust that my bed will always keep me comfortable and cozy. The whole summer, all I wanted to do was make a scrapbook with my two friends, all I wanted. Sadly, we never got to it because everyone was so busy. Fast forward a few months, and I got this text from one of my friends. It was a picture of the scrapbook I've been craving THE WHOLE SUMMER, and there it was, the first two pages done, without me. My friend's excuse was, "Ohhhh, you were grounded, so we didn't invite you." another one of their lame excuses for another topic was "You were broke." You procrastinated the whole summer and couldn't wait at least three days? Wow. I ended up saying, "It's fine." and leaving it alone.
Fast forward maybe a few days, and my friend J (I'm not gonna say her real name or any of the girl's real names) and I decide to have a girl's day and go shopping. It was so much fun, and I felt alive, loved, and seen that whole day. We posted a picture on BeReal, and my two friends and my friend's sister saw it. Let's call them Sarah, Bonnie, and Cheese. Idk why the last one was named Cheese, but you get it. So I come up to Bonnie and try to make conversation, saying, "Do you like my shirt? I got it at blah blah blah." and she says, "I thought you were broke? Cheese told me you were, and that's why you couldn't hang out." and obviously I was super confused, and she walked away. So after Cheese gets out of class, I ask her, "Hey girl, why did you tell Bonnie I was broke, and that's why I couldn't hang out?" and she explained that she and Bonnie were talking about how they were mad that I was "mad" about the scrapbook, but then I go and hang out with Josie alone. Enough storytelling; I'm gonna give you my thoughts. First, I wasn't mad; I was just feeling hurt and left out; second, there is something exciting and useful called Logic, and not many people use it. Making a scrapbook without the person who planned it as a group thing and then sending them a picture of it is personal and was supposed to be an activity for all of us. Going to the mall with my friend is different.  I have the right to hang out with whomever I want, but I would never plan something without someone if it was already planned as a group thing, and I couldn't live with myself if I sent the person who missed out a photo of what they missed. J and I planned it as just us, and to be honest, I'd like to keep it that way; those girls aren't worth all of this hurt.