A terrible start to my day.

I woke up tonight after closing to head to school and get ready, and once I get there and class starts, we are instantly informed that a fellow classmate took their life, and is no longer with us.

I knew the guy. I didnt talk to him that much, but I knew the guy. He was someone that was fun to talk to when you did talk to him and he had seemed like a genuinely nice person overall. I wish I actually made friends with him, or actually knew his situation so I couldve attempted to help him because ive had thoughts of suicide in the past and could try to tell him what I did to get my mind off it or to get it in the right place. I just feel like I couldve saved someones life but I didnt.

So yeah, my day is going terrible now, I cant focus at all in school, and im on the verge of crying my ass off.

Send help.