thoughts because whenever i share it withr eal people they yell at me

ok first of all my teacher is freaking  raging on all of us bc first we had a game tdy seccond we lost and third shes ragin because honestly i dont know this girl sent a kid to the princables office just for talking back he ate up but like he was cooked from the start.this girl is calling us karens and saying "i hope you dont have a good thanksgiving break" ok?thats not gunna affect my life shes nice to me bc i get my work done one 2sday way too early but idk why shes raging on all of us like girl wha?WHAT I DO??

i hate this girl im sitting infront of her rn she hates me 4 no reason???? i didnt do anything shes being rude shes friends with this girl she acts like she never did anything ofc she didnt but i in the other hand she acts like a whole different person why does everyone change personalitys with me?i wanna get put to sleep forever i wanna mover to another school im so happy its friday id rather kms and go away forever why do i exist i wish everyone forgot about me and nver saw my again..my mom thinks i can finish reading a dictionary in 1 hour and finish a stack of work i got good score still an a but he still said do better..my sister is sooooooo nice to my little brotherwhen she turns to me she actually hates me she hits me tells e to do her school work for her like girl-ur in collage??????i dont do that shit and she yells at me for it i have a abusive father a nagging mom a rude sistser and this comes to my brother hes so spoiled my dad favorites my little brother hes acting like a brat he hits me im older than him my sister barely helps me i have to take care of my brother every single day non stlop whatever i get i give to him im going to starve my self im not going to eat lunch no breakfest no dinner no anything i hate my life i hope my school stays out of my buisness i hate this app called bark theyre probbaly watching my blogs right now im so tired of this like no one care whenever i vent to sm1 i get yelled at??????my class jst got yelled at for calling some1 fat🤑anyway my friend dont eveen act like we are even friendds this is why im the floater friend i get left out bro if your see every photo of my ill stand there out of the photo andeven in class photos my face egts covered i cant help it butwanna end it all why are people so mad at me.i dont care anymore and now they care?????im not trying to be a attention seeker but they keep focusing on specific girls they leave out NORMAL girls not those 100 pound makeup stanley drunk elephant girls.i cant pul AT ALL thye do.

the science teacher just banned limpbizkit korn slipknotdeftones niravana etc all of those bands WHY