More Anti Crush 😭

So my friend just showed me some chats of him talking to my anti crush and apparently he feels bad that he stopped talking to me because of what happened with my friend and he wants to start talking again BUT THE THING ISSSSSS, I TOLD ONE OF HIS FRIENDS (or just this freshman girl he talks to idk their relation) THAT I HATE HIMMMMM

Anyway if he starts talking to me I might cry