11/20/2024 first entry (biggest yap session)

guys im having a super hard time keeping my grades straight A's. ur prolly like girl nobody overachive like that AND I DONT my mom just like reallyyyyy wants me to get all a's and the problem is if i dont she takes away my phone. like even in the middle of the marking period just if she sees it in the gradeboook and the problem isnt just that its that she also does NOT let me go to any after school activities while 2 or more of my grades are B/lower. rn i have a C in chem BUT ONLY BECAUSE SHE PUT IN ONE QUIZ. like guys i swear this is so unfair. anyways i dont wanna miss any fashion club meetings with my friends or like practice for the parade (marching band) i already missed a marching band fundraiser today where i could've seen my friends which i haven't seen in a while since the season ended :( im just like super pissed but like rightfully so right? annyyyways that C might not be the only bad grade... (gulp) i also have a B+(AN 89%) in adv english and a B in adv algebra ( i turned an assignment in late and she still hasn't updated it D: im suposed to be locking in rn for my english motif chart and my chem test annnddddd my ap world saq's but i have that all on friday and today's only wedsday. trust chat tho imma do at least one of them today cuzzzzz tmrw i have a field trip!!!!!! i get to skip alll my classes exept for glourious pe bro. however......... i looked at the email anddd there's only this one girl thats in my spanish classs lets call her amy right and im pretty sure amy has other friends that shes gonna be with saur its gonna be sooooooooo akward bro :( hoprfully amy dont know no one there >:) guys wish me luck on everyyhing!!!!!!!!!!! also i forgot to tell u guys but im trying to get closer to god in my religion (islam) and its like really hard for me to start praying consistnly for some reason especially when like something tough happens yk? so guys pray for me vros. (that feeling when knee surgurey is tmrw) also the song im currently obsessed with is in the end by linkin park (IT STARTS WITH ONEE) u can kinda see how the lyrics connect to my current grade (yelp) situation. anyways guys dont forget to smash that like button in ITS FACE (love u guys dont forget to smileee will u hold me tight and not let go)